Monday, November 23, 2009

Psalm 121

I lift up my eyes to the hills—
where does my help come from?

My help comes from the LORD,
the Maker of heaven and earth.

He will not let your foot slip
he who watches over you will not slumber;
indeed, he who watches over
Israel will neither slumber nor sleep.

The LORD watches over you
the LORD is your shade at your right hand;

the sun will not harm you by day,
nor the moon by night.

The LORD will keep you from all harm
he will watch over your life;

the LORD will watch over your coming and going
both now and forevermore.

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Oh to feel your feelings....

The holidays are different since mom passed away. The just are; and even though I try my best to have joy around this time of year...my heart is heavy this year with grief. That is the thing about grief it comes out of no where. Sometimes it is the holidays, sometimes it is a memory, sometimes it a birthday, sometimes it looking in the mirror and seeing my mom in me, my hands are looking more and more like hers, my mannerism are hers. When I discipline the way I hold my finger or tone of voice...is her. It just depends. Sometimes when you think you are going to grieve or have a rough time, you are fine. Then their are times when you just get hit with it! Then it never helps to hear my Dad cry and say, "I miss Mom so much." That is a delicate moment and is very sad to hear. I am grateful he can share and be vulnerable but I am also sad for him. I know he will be ok, that we will all be ok; but oh to feel your feelings. Honestly, sometimes I would rather not.

Monday, November 16, 2009

Question of the day?

Why do the kids sleep late during the week? To the point where I have to go in and wake them to go ready for school? BUT....on the weekend they think 6:20 AM is a GOOD time to get up? What is that about?!?!

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Random thoughts...

So do you ever just enjoy the little things in life? I am teaching E my oldest how to tie shoes. I think it is funny that she wants to learn because all the shoes these days have Velcro! So, we practice on mine and I wish for the life of me I could remember the bunny song that goes with tying shoes. I'll google one day when I have time! ;) Anyway, it is fun to see her try over and over again. It is amazing to see how teaching her persistence with shoe tying has so much to do with teaching her to be persistence with her walk with God. "Don't give up" I whisper in her ear, "you can do it", I say, "you're almost there!" Isn't that what God tells us!

S the youngest; the girl is a ball of energy! Have I mentioned that she is dropping her nap??? God blessed me with this girl because she has been the best napper and sleeper since about 6 weeks old. Thank you Lord; good times! So here my life is changing again and I am reminded how my baby isn't a baby anymore and that I have no more babies coming at this time. I do have to admit I can see a light at the end of the tunnel in regards to not having to be home when it is nap time and having more flexibility with the schedule; but, oh how I like to have a little peace and quiet in the afternoon and just a few minutes to myself. Oh well ,I guess I can have that when the goes go to college ;0 I will enjoy them for now! Until then quiet time will just have to wait!

When E was three we decided not to put her in preschool, it was a very special time for me and her. After S would lay down for her nap it was our special time. I would get out a workbook and we would work on letters, numbers, patterns, etc. Basically, I home schooled her that entire year. We enjoyed this time so much and even though S went to preschool this year I have been praying about how to spend sometime with her; especially since we need to practice some speech techniques. So I bought her very own workbook and we have begun to spend just a little bit of one on one time together. She loves it! She tells me everyday how much she loves it and thanks me for this gift and spending time with her. I am so pleased that I am meeting her love languages and she feels loved. It is easy to feel over shadowed by another sibling. The other thing I have learned is how smart she is! I can't believe some of the things she knows...that must be from being the second child. Anyway, what a treat! Special memories I will cherish!

Basketball is in full gear and hubby is really enjoying being an assistant coach. It was quite an adjustment for me, actually. That was a little surprising. He was no longer in charge of his schedule and now we are under the authority of someone else. Very interesting. Truly there have been many positives and blessing. Games begin pretty soon and then the season will be over before we know it!

So I finished Shepherding a Child's Heart and that was an amazing book. I cannot recommend it enough. It was the most spiritually challenging parenting book I have picked up. I evaluated my parenting from every level and have made some incredible changes!

Monday, November 2, 2009

Happy Halloween!

The evening sky!
The girls with Cindy!

The girls with Avery and Payton


The girls with Caden and Tyler

The girls with Noelle

The kids has a blast on halloween and I think we have candy for two years! We enjoyed the Fall Carnival and Trunk or Treat at church! When we got home the kids wanted to trick or treat the neighborhood, so we did a few houses on our block; and if that wasn't enough...they wanted to pass out candy at our home! So we flipped the front porch light and passed out invite cards to Church along with candy the kids who came by! It was a fun night! A little spooky when we woke-up to no power!

Girl's Night Out!



A girl's night out! What a blast! We went to Santa Fe to have dinner at a restaurant that performs Broadway Musicals while you eat! Great fun!

Soccer Season!




Watching the game!

E's first soccer season is over! She had a great season...and so did MOM! It was a real treat to watch her play and learn the game of soccer! Having played competitively for 18 years...it wasn't as hard as I thought to just sit back and enjoy. I actually did much better than Dad...the professional coach who I thought at times was going to take over practice or games ;) S was a great little sister cheering her sister on, too! We look forward to March with the Spring season!

Pumpkin Patch Field Trip with E's Class!







I truly enjoyed chaperoning E's pumpkin patch field trip! It was such a blessing. We enjoyed having one of E's closer classmate in our group; EVA. We had to figure our way out of a corn maze, pick a pumpkin in the patch and pet a very friendly goat in the

petting zoo! The best part for E she got to ride the school bus- that is! S loved being with her sister! What a great time!